Frustration!!!!!!

After two months of planning and anxiety, the wait is still on. We have had Samantha's surgery for her eye scheduled for two months now and they call and tell us the night before that the surgery is off. I can't even explain how angry I am right now. We have had Nadya taken care of with family, Earl had work taken off, and just mentally ready to go. They tell us that they can't get a pediatric anesthesiologist and that we have to try again next week. It is ridiculous that they can do that. I just hope that it really happens next week and that we can get things ready for it. I hate the run around. Hopefully it will work out and I can calm down a little bit.